Reading about the history of the deck, I was surprised by a minor detail. Its bright, flat colors and heavy black outlines, its central figures (the Hermit, the Priestess) in vaguely medieval dress posed on intricately adorned backgrounds-these are likely what you imagine when you think of tarot. I have always been particularly fascinated by the art nouveau design of the classic Rider-Waite tarot deck, first published in England in 1909 and still the most famous and popular deck on the market. It is the cards’ strange beauty-and, if I’m honest, their aura of forbiddenness, imprinted upon me in Catholic school in the 1980s during the Satanic Panic.

What draws me personally to investigate tarot is not fortune-telling or ritual practice or even the desire to incorporate my own feminine wisdom into my Christian beliefs. Writer and spiritual director Carl McColman offers an online course on the anonymous book Meditations on the Tarot, a classic text of Christian mysticism with an afterword by Swiss theologian Hans Urs von Balthasar (a copy of which can be seen in a photo of a stack of books on Pope John Paul II’s desk). Brittany Muller, author of The Contemplative Tarot: A Christian Guide to the Cards, uses tarot cards in conjunction with the Book of Common Prayer to practice visio divina. Gil Stafford, a retired Episcopal priest and spiritual director, incorporates tarot in his practice along with the Enneagram and Myers-Briggs. But others are increasingly using the cards as a tool for self-directed spiritual contemplation.

Many Christians object to tarot because of its associations with divination and fortune-telling. Read our latest issue or browse back issues. I recently saw a tarot T-shirt in a J.Crew store-not exactly a purveyor of trends for anyone under 30.

But tarot is also surging in popularity with my elder millennial and Gen X peers. A 2021 survey showed that 51 percent of a sample population between the ages of 13 and 25 engage in tarot cards or fortune-telling. Tarot also encourages the development of private intuition, something that has too often been dismissed, belittled, or even vilified in patriarchal traditions.

In the absence of the ready-made life story I had in Catholicism, it sometimes feels like I’m begging whatever magic mirror I can find to please, tell me who I am!įor many of those searching for new spiritual practices and meaning, reading tarot cards satisfies a yearning for a coherent personal story transmitted through a ritual. My social circle of lapsed Catholics, exvangelicals, and other “deconstructing” Christians may have lost the narrative threads we followed for much of our lives, but we can rattle off our rising signs, Enneagram numbers, and Myers-Briggs types like our Social Security numbers.

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